Someday

The subject of this poem is what allows others to take advantage of me... and why I am up tonight.  I tried to go to bed an hour ago because I'm tired, but I can't sleep.  I am frustrated to tears.  And I'm not sure there is anything I can do about it.

Beauty is in the
Eye of the beholder.
and I have beauty to
share with someone special
Someday she will see my
True
Feelings and not
Run away or towards someone else.
or ignore me
or step on my feelings
or dump me.
I will then have
Enough beauty that they won't
Need to be a
Deserter.
and leave
me
alone.